lifes like a song, move to the beats.

I literally don’t have friends anymore.

me: seems like as these final days of school come to end im stuck looking at myself and watching the world go round. im so sick of fake friends i want friend who likes me for me and loves to have fun new ideas im sick of the same people and im sick of the same place its been really hard for me to come to terms with who  i am or what i want and now that i trying to get it straightend out its just showing how rude mean and shady people can be i no its not everyone but its people i around i gues i wish they just wernt so lame and unhelpful. this suck ive been feeling alone lately and its well sucks as useual i gues my baby is leaveing for her trip to affrica and im scared for her but i no she will have the best time of her life and to say the leaste i gues im kinda jelous of her but most of all i proud of her she has come so far and it wil all pay off for her. i love her so much and when she is gone this summer i realy am not to sure what ima do ive never not seen her for that long but i no we can get through it, i gues i have to start geting used to seeing her less with school and her job. shes moveing and what not, its really hard for me when u cant be as close to someone as you wish you could, we have all the best memories and special times togethier and our adventurious ideas an new things we do everyday that i love, those that  which keep us close and cherish what others look so far to find and what people who have r to blinded to see its love and understanding through a bit of hardship and laughs we love eachother and that makes this unkown change and future not so frighting ….to be continued the unwritten fairy tale.